"There's something about older men that makes me feel funny inside. I want to talk to them, to get close to them, have them teach me things, but I feel like they'll just think I'm a silly little girl. One guy didn't though. He was my dad's friend. He made me feel so comfortable..and then he made me feel good in other ways. He kissed and licked my pussy the way no other boy had before. He put his thingie in me and gave me my first orgasm. Actually, he gave me my first two orgasms.".